Trust...

i was told that trust is earned not just given.... it takes time to build this... to see if the other person is trust worthy. I have learnt to trust myself and listen within instead of continually looking away because i want to stay connected. Trusting oneself take courage and bravery to stay with the unknown. i came into this awareness in my therapy session that i am more uncomfortable with the uncertainty of my own trusting than living in the uncertainty of what i grew up in. this is a whole new path i am walking. To watch the yearning for the uncertainty of connection when feeling certain is right here within my own reach and to feel into that. that is my truth of what is present for me to keep walking this path Kodosh, Kodosh ( holy holy ).