Navigating my life: Queering into my new journey

Elul begins in two days: i step into a different portal for this reflective process. I realized as a dear friend said to me last month, we always feel we have to "fix" everything, important to make it all right when in my own herstory as a survivor it is impossible to repair it all. I am looking to come up with a new title not Survivor but? Can you help me find a new name?